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I quit my job, for reasons that I'm actually quite proud of. Nobody treats me like that. MISS BABY IS NOT HAVING IT.
Job search starts tomorrow D:
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[26 Aug 2007|05:13pm] |
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I moved Dex's truck up to the porch so we could load his equipment and found a letter tucked into the handle from a groupie/drunkgurl/or whatev. IT WAS FILTHY! Just a graphic description of what she would do to him, basically boiled down to a "here is my number come fuck me for the love of god plz. p.s. my lips r soft lolz" Gross! It took a whole lot of willpower for me to not call that number and make her feel awful about herself. gruupiez r teh wurst.
Uh, 7 people got fired yesterday. It was pretty sweet =\ especially considering pretty much all of them were fired because they were acting like children SLASH dragged into drama caused by childish people. I've recently had the opportunity to meet/work with the most fucking awful wastes of life yet - particularly emily rutz. None of you know her, but I assure you she sucks. Who tries to get back at one person by spreading a nasty (and probably false) rumor about them INVOLVING LIKE 3 OTHER PEOPLE AND PRETTY MUCH RUINS ALL OF THEIR LIFE SITUATIONS? Who has one child that she always forces her mom to take care of and sits on her cell phone screaming at her mom like a spoiled teenager in the break room while her mother raises her child for her, and OH is also pregnant and doesn't know who the father is (which would be fantastically mortifying to anyone with an ounce of class - but not this one.)? omg. i am rambling - but i assure you i can go on. i just don't understand how so much total suckage can be concentrated into one little girl.
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[23 Aug 2007|03:45am] |
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I need BEAUTY advice!
I had a zit on my face about a month ago. It wasn't even a bad zit, and it wasn't there that long. But I still have a mark on my face from where it was. WTF. Why did this happen to me aside from the fact that i squeezed it? :( ONCE. I can't even really cover it with makeup. I googled "blemish cream" but all I got were acne creams. How do I get rid of it? I hate this.
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[15 Aug 2007|11:33am] |
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We move in about a week. I'm excited to have more space and privacy, but the thought of an emptier house than I've ever lived in is daunting.
That and I freaking swear that it's haunted. Goooo. Actually, that's the only thing that scares me. It just took me a second to admit it because now I look crazy! Are you happy now?
Everything is still the same as last time, pretty much. Dex is still a dr34mb04t. I am still trying to lose weight. I still love me some baby kitties and something and video games. I'm still saving up so that Dex can get a workstation. OH WAIT, Dex's band has a drummer now. Finally!
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[10 Aug 2007|10:26pm] |
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I'm glad you showed me Sia. She's my new favorite artist... she's amazing. :)
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[07 Aug 2007|10:01pm] |
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plz join ryan and my community. read our story (fake reality tv show on the internets series) luxotica's next top model. SEASON 4 IS SOON TO COMMENCE. it's the season that i started co-producing, so expect hawter models and bulk inappropriateness.
http://community.livejournal.com/lntm/profile
JOIN JOIN JOIN >:(
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[24 Jul 2007|03:19am] |
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[23 Jul 2007|03:19am] |
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I have been working 6 days a week for the past couple months. IT IS STARTING TO SUCK.
An update on my leisure time? Uh, I joined a raiding guild. LOL. I am so cool these days. And to top it off...
( THIS IS WHAT I WASTE MY ENERGY AND CREATIVITY ON (along with Ryan, of course) )
And don't expect an episode to go by without random tasteless interjections. Because we are just that cool. :)
Predictions?
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[22 Jun 2007|05:34am] |
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My whining yesterday was for no reason - I had a great time! My best friend bought a pass and went with us, and the kid Dex brought along was actually a good kid (not at all a pain). I'm too old for wooden rollercoasters now :( they hurt. There are parts of my feet that have no skin left. We still had a blast. Ryan and I also noticed how great Dex is with kids. =|
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[20 Jun 2007|01:40pm] |
Kind of a pointless post. I found my webcam, I know I haven't posted a picture in a while. Just so you know, I'm still not completely ugz or anything.
I'm going to King's Island tomorrow! Dex is bringing his ex's kid... hoping it isn't too weird. I can't say I'm looking forward to it nearly as much as if we'd gone just with each other. Sigh. This is really selfish, but we haven't had a day off together in 3 weeks and I wish he could have hung out with her kids another day... like while I was at work or something. Meh, oh well. Hopefully I'll still have fun. I'm just not one of those people who loves being around kids, well, maybe just kids that I don't know.
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[07 Jun 2007|05:08pm] |
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I'm a fucking nerd. This post is boring - just writing out of pure nothingness to do at the moment.
In my free time, when I'm not playing WoW nonstop, I play Luxotica's Next Top Model (my play house with Ryan) on Sims 2. When Ryan fell asleep I snuck into character creation and made 2 season 5 girls. OMG RYAN THEY ARE BEYOND GORGEOUS BY THE WAY. SUCKS THAT I STILL HAVE 10 GIRLS LEFT IN SEASON 4. And our hax aren't working with your shitty H&M expansion, which puts a HUGE damper on season 4. FIX IT! :(
DEX IS FINALLY LVL 70. THIS MEANS FUN LVL 70 BOYFRIEND GIRLFRIEND INSTANCES. NEW INSTANCES TO YELL AT EACH OTHER DURING! OMG TANK GET THIS OFF ME I CAN ONLY EVADE FOR SO LONG WTF WTF WHERE U AT. YAY! :)
As far as IRL news, well, it has been lacking lately. I'm in a comfortable relationship and I'm boring. I used to go to all of Dex's shows but I rarely go anymore. Going out drinking all the time doesn't appeal to me like it used to. Oh, and Dex lost his case to Dave & Buster's... we have to pay back nearly 6k in unemployment because they lied about why Dex was fired (they told him not to come back until his pinkeye, which was going around, was cleared up... then fired him for not coming to work). So fucking unfair. I guess I'll have to wait a bit to go on vacation. :(
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[29 May 2007|03:43pm] |
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While I am completely happy in my current relationship and am friends with many guys, let it just be known that I pretty much hate men. Maybe not so much the men themselves as everything they stand for.
So for example. Imagine me in my room, listening to my male roommates coming home with a friend. One of my roommates (along with the friend) is yelling at the other roommate, who has a new girlfriend. Yes, this roommate jumped into the relationship rather quickly. But this is not what they are yelling about. They are yelling at him because he's claiming her as his girl without having fucked het yet. What? Because I fucking guess that this is now a rule in order to be in a relationship. Not "you should have taken this a bit slower." But "You're a grown ass man, and you can't claim this bitch as yours without having fucked her!" or the equally disgusting comment "I fucked my bitch for 8 months before I'd even claimed her as my girlfriend!" Also, when I say "yelling," I mean it. They are letting him have it. YELLING.
I hate. HATE. The way guys talk about women when they're around each other. I have a lot of guy friends and male roommates, so I get to see it firsthand. Sometimes Dex will even recant to me a conversation he's had with his friends, and upon seeing the look on my face he'll say "Baby, it's just guy talk. You know how we are around each other."
Yeah, I know. It's fucking ridiculous. Uncalled for. And, I will repeat, fucking disgusting. Men casually refer to all women as bitches, but when they talk about their own girls like that...? I see it so much that I normally filter it out, to be honest, but it's just getting to me right now. Disrespect towards women is such a casual theme everytime the lady in question is not present. While I'll never say anything to these boys, I'll certainly say it behind their backs to my ladies and queers.
And to any straight men that might be reading this, please remember that your mother is a woman. Fux.
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[29 May 2007|03:08pm] |
i've never asked this before... i guess i was out of the INTERNET LOOP for so long that people started ending posts with "bb?"
Someone tell me what this means. :(
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[29 May 2007|01:29pm] |
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Watch me ramble. Or don't.
So I'm back on a fairly rigid diet, as before. 1200 calories, no beer, staying away from fried foods. Well, I guess that's not rigid to some but I'm choosing to stay healthy about it-- it's worked before. I'm hoping Dex sticks to the diet with me, too. Now that Brian's moved out of the house I don't have to eat out as much as I did. I'd really like to get back to modelling-- I liked it so well when I was doing it. Don't think I really want to audition for Top Model anymore, though (probably much to the chagrin of quite a few people I know).
Things are still going wonderfully with Dex. He said to me the other day that he loves me almost as much as he loves breathing :) which makes me feel good, and the sentiment is mutual. If I wasn't in such a great relationship I would probably be in much different spirits-- being with Dex is tending to take my attention away from my seemingly directionless life. I still don't know what I'm doing, what my purpouse is, or even what I want to do. I'm starting to wonder if a) I still have yet to find myself or b) I've already found myself and there's not all that much to me. Pfft.
I guess in general I'm easily pleased. I'd rather play video games on most nights than go out anymore. Hell, 90% of what my best friend and I really do is play video games. And that's fine. Most of the time. I'm 24 and I'm still waiting tables "until I finish college," which I've been in for six years. It really only hits me that I'm lacking direction sometimes, and instead of despair I feel a dull discomfort in my stomach about it. Like I know I should care, but eh. Other people my age are getting married, are having children, are working their nine-to-five jobs. And while in some ways it feels like they've "passed me up," I really have no desire to commit to that lifestyle anytime soon. It just seems so suburban and depressing, to me anyway. Fake and forced. And who am I to say that it is? Well, I think it is, in most cases.
My life, still, is really relaxed... almost slackerish. I make it by allright, I make decent money although it's not the most prestigious job. It's an easy job. An easy life, for the most part. I know I can't stay like this forever... and I'm pushing it right now. I don't want to tell people that I'm a server for much longer, but it's such a comfort zone for me right now. Ohhhh, I hope Dex becomes famous soon so that I can keep living like this! Except instead of living in a house with three dudes I'll have a mansion with my lov3r and my ladycats! Yes, that would be awesome.
Speaking of Dex, if anyone wants to check out his new demo songs (which are much, much better than the old ones) look up In-Rage on Purevolume.com. The new songs are the first three.
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[03 Oct 2006|02:56am] |
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Vote for In-Rage, prettiest of pleases.
Yeah, it's my boyfriend's band - but trust me, they are amazing and totally deserve to win. You can listen to samples of their music on the site if you don't believe me. It's down to the last 10 and the winning band gets to tour the nation with Papa Roach, showcase in LA for Geffen Records, 100k in prizes among other things. Please, please help me support them! Philadelphia's band wins every year because they have a local population of oh, 5 times Cincinnati's, which is why I need all the help I can get. It's one vote per email, so use all you have! I'll love you forever. Post and let me know if you've voted so I can lavish you with internet loving. :)
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[16 Aug 2006|08:33pm] |
Uhhhhh
This might sound supremely nerdy or whatever. But. I need a WoW cd-key. I gave away my old account. Please please PLEASE! thx
-B
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[21 Jul 2006|04:42pm] |
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wtf at how things turned out. aside from pictures, i haven't updated in a while. i'm very, very happy and have been seeing someone i've known for some time but never imagined i would end up with. i haven't been drinking much at all in the past 2 months. for some reason i haven't felt the need to update.
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[06 Jul 2006|04:15pm] |
apparently, this is what you wake next to. got these in l'email
( D: )
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